how do i say FIVE nice things about myself jesus christ
So they’re not categorically awful:
Just snagged a job interview, got a revision of one of my grades from the Fall 2013 transcript, and may have found a printer that can handle 2 dozen fine art prints before May.
I was multitasking like a mofo for the last 2hrs.*
proposition for DSM-V
• inclusion of the ailment wherein patients, upon recognizing the fundamental intractability of actually understanding others, become increasingly paranoid of either being autistic or having an Aspergers-like syndrome
I’m telling myself, “No, I’m not yet writing. I’m just putting down ideas.” Then, at a certain point, I tell myself, “Everything is already there. Now I just have to edit it.”
things i intend to achieve one day:
• get out of bed in the AM
• read poetry
i’m pretty sure most economic theories and values reside within/emerge from a fretful, niggling fear of and desire to overcome entropy’s inevitabilities
the result being increasingly-desperate flailings to forestall this
so far as radical alterities go, the market is a strangely unconsidered one; a kind of psyche is even tacitly posited to reside within it
the one thing I do really like about the sciences, though, is protein synthesis:
essentially, we’re the result of nonliving biological quasiintelligent micromachines (enzymes, mRNA etc) inside of us running according to a master plan that know how to fix errors, preserve corporeal integrity, have a *purpose*, and yet nobody really knows why they just do the things they do aside from even more micro-level chemical reactions that don’t account for organization of it all
meanwhile creationists aren’t jumping on this as “evidence” of god because they’re so uninterested in actually understanding biology to even get to witness this mystery
I haven’t had a photoshoot in 4 months, but tomorrow I have one
Didn’t think I would be as excited as I am, tbh. School makes things tedious, and this isn’t for school, so.
Also I still have news that I haven’t shared w/ tumblr yet.
i was also shooting a bow and fucking arrow inside an apartment so i guess the cigarette wasn’t the dumbest thing i was doing (and nobody got killed so all in all a good night)